hotbutt asked: uhh John? I think your blog has been hacked or something... you just keep posting that Starbucks thing...
haha, that is pretty weird, considering i have not even been logged in for a good twelve hours or so!
maybe someone is trying to prank me.
too bad they do not know who they are dealing with.
batterbitchin asked: You're super gorgeous, just to let you know (: What do your friends think about the mtf transitions?
aww, thank you! :)
so far, i have only told my friends online, and they are all very supportive!
especially dave, but that is pretty obvious!
rose tries to take even more oppurtunities to psychoanalyze me than she used to, but she is very encouraging.
and jade hardly reacted at all, haha.
she only asked if i wanted to borrow some of her dresses!
too bad she lives on an island in the middle of no where.
we could have a fashion show!
anyway, i am not very sure that any of my friends at school would understand if i told them.
for now, i will keep it to myself, and to my online friends.
so i guess i have to do it. i am not really sure what to put, so do not be disappointed in my lame answers!
Anonymous asked: I'm sure that your dad will accept your Ben Affleck, and even treat you as his Liv Tyler. If /my/ parents (who show much less care to me than your dad seems to for you) haven't kicked me out yet, I'm sure your dad would try really hard to make you happy. :')
you really think so?
gosh, everyone has so many words of encouragement…
i would probably say something along the lines of ‘ok, because everyone has told me that it will work out in the end, i will go tell him now!’
but every time i go to do that, i chicken out.
i know that i will do it eventually, though.
keiranscave asked: You're adorable. May I ask why you're scared to tell your Dad?
aww, thank you! :)
i basically answered this before, but let me say it in a different way.
in armageddon, liv tyler didn’t want to expose her relationship with ben affleck because she knew that her father, bruce willis, would not approve of it.
even though, in the end, bruce willis looks at ben affleck like a son, bruce willis ends up dying for him!
sure, liv tyler and ben affleck get to live the rest of their lives together, but at the price of losing bruce willis?
that is heartbreaking.
in the same way, ben affleck is like me coming out!
what if my dad doesn’t accept my ben affleck, and i lose him forever?
Anonymous asked: I'm sure if you talked to you father about it he would accept you, rather than hiding for no reason.
why do you think that i don’t have a reason?
how would you feel if there was a possibility that your dad wouldn’t accept you for who you are if you told him something extremely personal like this?
believe me! i think about telling him every day.
but i also think about what he could say.
he always talks about how proud he is of having a ‘son’ like me.
what if he will not be as proud of a daughter?
haha, i know it is silly. he will probably love me no matter what.
but i won’t know unless i ask him.