metaderphosis

uhh John? I think your blog has been hacked or something... you just keep posting that Starbucks thing...

Thu, 19 Jan 2012 18:13:28 -0600

haha, that is pretty weird, considering i have not even been logged in for a good twelve hours or so!
maybe someone is trying to prank me.
too bad they do not know who they are dealing with.

you guys are all so nice! by the way, the ask box is always...

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 15:10:17 -0600

you guys are all so nice!

by the way, the ask box is always open, so please feel free to drop me a question!

You're super gorgeous, just to let you know (: What do your friends think about the mtf transitions?

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 18:49:05 -0600

aww, thank you! :)
so far, i have only told my friends online, and they are all very supportive!
especially dave, but that is pretty obvious!
rose tries to take even more oppurtunities to psychoanalyze me than she used to, but she is very encouraging.
and jade hardly reacted at all, haha.
she only asked if i wanted to borrow some of her dresses!
too bad she lives on an island in the middle of no where.
we could have a fashion show!
anyway, i am not very sure that any of my friends at school would understand if i told them.
for now, i will keep it to myself, and to my online friends.

Photo

Fri, 06 Jan 2012 18:41:05 -0600

dave tagged me to do this dumb 10 things about myself thing!

Fri, 06 Jan 2012 07:15:47 -0600

so i guess i have to do it. i am not really sure what to put, so do not be disappointed in my lame answers!

i’m almost 5 feet tall!
i don’t just play piano. i also play the flute in school!
a lot of people call me a genius in school.
but a lot of people call me a huge nerd, too.
i tried out for cheerleading, but they wouldn’t let me on the team.
my dad puts parental controls on my computer, but i hacked my way around them.
the things dave sends me makes me wish the parental controls still worked.
i always need my beauty sleep! sometimes i sleep all day on the weekends.
i really want to grow my hair out, but it takes forever!
sometimes my dad cooks just a little too many baked goods, and makes me eat them all. it makes me feel a little more uncomfortable with my body than i already am.

haha, ok, that is enough about me! i don’t really know who to tag… so i tag all of my followers!

here are two that i like a lot!

Thu, 05 Jan 2012 19:56:30 -0600

here are two that i like a lot!

sure, dating a close friend wouldn’t be that bad, but dave...

Tue, 20 Dec 2011 18:45:05 -0600

sure, dating a close friend wouldn’t be that bad, but dave is my best bro!
you’re not suppose to date your best bro.
i think it is in some sort of bro code, i don’t know.
either way, what makes you think that i have a crush on him?
that is just plain silly.

nope, not at all! why, do you?

Mon, 19 Dec 2011 19:17:00 -0600

nope, not at all!
why, do you?

nothing all that interesting, i’ll tell you that!

Wed, 14 Dec 2011 15:00:00 -0600

nothing all that interesting, i’ll tell you that!

the askbox is always open! feel free to ask me the same sorts of invasive questions that you guys...

Fri, 09 Dec 2011 20:31:27 -0600

the askbox is always open! feel free to ask me the same sorts of invasive questions that you guys ask dave!

askftmstrider: its just the sweaters making me look dumpy i...

Fri, 09 Dec 2011 20:28:00 -0600

askftmstrider:

its just the sweaters making me look dumpy

i gotta keep warm somehow its not like ive got any blubber protecting me like egbert does

was that suppose to be a burn? because you sure did get me good. i mean, someone who strifes with their bro every day should definitely be lean and muscular, right? then why did you seem a little squishy when i visited you last summer? not that anything is wrong with being squishy, hehehe.

I'm sure that your dad will accept your Ben Affleck, and even treat you as his Liv Tyler. If /my/ parents (who show much less care to me than your dad seems to for you) haven't kicked me out yet, I'm sure your dad would try really hard to make you happy. :')

Tue, 06 Dec 2011 22:52:00 -0600

you really think so?
gosh, everyone has so many words of encouragement…
i would probably say something along the lines of ‘ok, because everyone has told me that it will work out in the end, i will go tell him now!’
but every time i go to do that, i chicken out.
i know that i will do it eventually, though.

You're adorable. May I ask why you're scared to tell your Dad?

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 20:20:00 -0600

aww, thank you! :)
i basically answered this before, but let me say it in a different way.
in armageddon, liv tyler didn’t want to expose her relationship with ben affleck because she knew that her father, bruce willis, would not approve of it.
even though, in the end, bruce willis looks at ben affleck like a son, bruce willis ends up dying for him!
sure, liv tyler and ben affleck get to live the rest of their lives together, but at the price of losing bruce willis?
that is heartbreaking.
in the same way, ben affleck is like me coming out!
what if my dad doesn’t accept my ben affleck, and i lose him forever?

I'm sure if you talked to you father about it he would accept you, rather than hiding for no reason.

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 19:52:00 -0600

why do you think that i don’t have a reason?
how would you feel if there was a possibility that your dad wouldn’t accept you for who you are if you told him something extremely personal like this?
believe me! i think about telling him every day.
but i also think about what he could say.
he always talks about how proud he is of having a ‘son’ like me.
what if he will not be as proud of a daughter?
haha, i know it is silly. he will probably love me no matter what.
but i won’t know unless i ask him.

i don’t know! there are a lot of names similar to mine,...

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 15:56:00 -0600

i don’t know!
there are a lot of names similar to mine, like joan, but there are also a lot of different, interesting names too.
i am hoping that it will just come to me, eventually.
hmm.
maybe you guys could help me out!
what sorts of names do you think would suit me best?

hey guys!

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 15:36:24 -0600

so, life has been really busy for me lately.
sorry for taking so long to put together a new answer!
but i was wondering.
would you guys be interested in me answering some of your questions via text posts?
it would really take a load off of me, and i hope that it would appease some of my more devout followers!
what do you think?

((sorry guys!))

Wed, 26 Oct 2011 15:41:59 -0500

((i was going to draw up a proper post about this, but i haven’t even had time for that! D: school has overrun my life, and probably until december, or january perhaps, i won’t be able to update regularly. i’ll still try and make time for drawing these up, but they might be a little more simple for now, and i’ll be lucky to be able to get more than one up every few weeks.

thanks you for following me! i’m really glad you like what i have done so far. :) ))

jeez, do you really need to ask?

Fri, 14 Oct 2011 16:58:00 -0500

jeez, do you really need to ask?

i have really bad eyesight.

Thu, 29 Sep 2011 17:24:20 -0500

i have really bad eyesight.

i’m really afraid of my dad walking in on me when...

Thu, 29 Sep 2011 16:19:51 -0500

i’m really afraid of my dad walking in on me when i’m wearing girl’s clothing, or makeup, or something like that.

i don’t want him to find out before i am ready to tell him myself.